Once upon a time, I was a middle manager. It was something I aspired to. I saw it as a way to advance as a professional and grow as a leader. I also believed it was a way to help others connect the work they did to meaning and purpose. Then, somewhere along the way, I got lost. I got tired of mediating petty squabbles. I became frustrated by the idiotic political turf wars. I grew weary of being squeezed from top-side executives and board and bottom-side staff – not to mention from the members and customers at the sides. My passion was extinguished and I was happy to find new work here in Texas where I didn’t have to worry about managing anyone. I was content to merely be an employee.
Fast forward to today…I’m still not a manager, but the year-long respite seems to have recharged my batteries. At least I can again see the potential of great management and its importance in helping to connect people to purpose. And I absolutely know down to my core how damn hard it is to be a middle manager. It’s from this place that I connected with Lisa Haneberg’s recent post on how depressingly little the role of middle management has changed in the past three decades. If anything, many of the changes have been negative. Downsizing, busted bubbles, broken trust from executives…yeah, plenty of reasons to scoff at the suggestion that management is the place to be in order to do great things.
Yet, I sense some positive momentum which gives me hope that middle management will see a brighter future. We’re entering a time when we are beginning to demand more from our business leaders. We’re insisting that they start to aim higher than they have in the past. We’re not allowing them to squander our collective potential. As employees and managers, we now want more from our work. We seek meaning and purpose not just because it feels good and helps us get out of bed in the morning…we seek these things because our souls crave it. Middle management isn’t the only way there. The path to creating work that matters is unique to each of us. But to all the middle managers out there searching for meaning, purpose, and fulfillment – it’s still possible.
I’ll close as I closed my comment to Lisa: “Maybe this truly is our time to reach for what was promised decades ago. Maybe we needed these hard times of the 80s and 90s to show us the path we can only take now. Or maybe I’m just a starry-eyed idealist. Keep the faith.”

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